God Within

My primary resources to God, have been books and other such things: podcasts, sermons, others experiences..you name it. And as much as I've mentioned this before, I believe some things are worth repeating. For years now I've felt compelled to put it all down, and seek God differently. It's funny because you would think we … Continue reading God Within

Seek

Seek grace, not instruction, desire not understanding. Seek the groaning of prayer over diligent reading, Seek the Spouse more than the teacher, Seek God not man, darkness(faith/ambuguity) not clarity(certitude). Not light(in the mind) but the fire itself(Spirit/presence of God). ~Bonaventure (my own thoughts in parentheses).

Don’t Throw Your Pearls Before Swine. (Needs revision)

This could have many connotations. And like the many beautiful things said in Scriptures, this one does too. For me lately, it resonates with trying to be understood. It does not imply my pearls are any greater or of more value than the next mans; or that the ones I try to get to understand … Continue reading Don’t Throw Your Pearls Before Swine. (Needs revision)

Disturbances (Reflections after reading a chapter of The Untethered Soul, by Michael Singer).

If any energy is disturbing us; it is disturbing us alone. In the sense that, only our energy matters to us at the moment. We feel it and are effected by it first and for most. We should not try to control or correct what we believe is causing us disturbance; but rather learn to … Continue reading Disturbances (Reflections after reading a chapter of The Untethered Soul, by Michael Singer).

Mark of the Beast? :Speculating with Self

The mark of the beast maybe, is not to be seen as some physical thing to come into the horizon. It is not some big trick you have to fear stumbling upon. It’s nothing to be figured out. It’s symbolism. It’s going to be(IS) something, every man can/could choose. Not just one particular generation. Look … Continue reading Mark of the Beast? :Speculating with Self

Violence in the Streets

I am tired of the perpetuating madness that's causing folks sadness Many times caused by little boys, who call themselves men But, lack, the very qualities that have defined generations of manhood.. Work-ethic....don't exist Integrity.....no Role Models.......nope Self made? So they think. Some call it a hard life, but it's easy street; Still whining crying, … Continue reading Violence in the Streets

Confessions From The Psych Ward. 🙃

Sometimes I’m afraid to speak such truths. But aren’t they all, products of what is? Reality? Anywho, during my period of PPD(Postpartum Depression) I struggled with suicidal idealization more than I can remember. I had decided to put up a tent. Something we do every year. Just in the backyard. I love to be outdoors … Continue reading Confessions From The Psych Ward. 🙃

Today: Listening: Welcome to my head: non-Stop thinking with pen.

Listen to yourself. If you need to rest; rest! Nap! Get better sleep. Listen, get to understand your cues. If you’re anxious; go let that shit out!! And productively! Not with nervous thinking, pacing, mind racing shit. Get out and expend that energy!! Sadhguru suggests this;saying physical exertion is best for this negative energy or … Continue reading Today: Listening: Welcome to my head: non-Stop thinking with pen.

This theme keeps coming and from totally different sources: Theme of unity and interdependence. 3rd time today in 3 diff sources. Last post was one as well.

' "Paradise",  he went on, 'lies hidden within all of us- here it lies hidden in me now, and if I desire it, it will become a reality for me tomorrow and remain with me the rest of my life."..... .....' " And that each of us is responsible for all men and all things, apart … Continue reading This theme keeps coming and from totally different sources: Theme of unity and interdependence. 3rd time today in 3 diff sources. Last post was one as well.

The Power of Interdependence : An excerpt.

“The Christian tradition is filled with references, stories, and metaphors that speak to [this dynamic] interdependence. Paul’s metaphor comparing the community of church to the human body captures the essence of our interdependence. When Paul wrote his letter to the church at Corinth, he understood that its members ministered within a bustling city much like … Continue reading The Power of Interdependence : An excerpt.

Random Rhyme Time

A clean conscience makes a great heaven. You are what you eat, that shit can go in all directions. We reap and we sow, karma collectors..persons influenced by every suggestion. We are all our biggest projections, shit instilled..past subconscious recollections. Puzzle pieces of our each personal histories..tragedies and beautiful things... Shaped by all that's made … Continue reading Random Rhyme Time

Wonderful!

"...Francis's starting place was human suffering instead of human sinfulness, and God's identification with that suffering in Jesus. That did not put Him in conflict with any (Catholic) dogmas or strictures. His Christ was cosmic while deeply personal, his cathedral was creation itself, he preferred the bottom of society to the top. He invariably emphasized … Continue reading Wonderful!

Wisdom and Salvation(still needs much revision friends).

"Paul offers a wisdom not to Jews or pagans, but to both Jews AND pagans, whom he calls to see things through wisdom eyes. Conversion, therefore, is not joining a different group, but seeing with the eyes of the crucified. The cross is Paul's philosopher's stone or "code breaker" for any lasting spiritual liberation. God … Continue reading Wisdom and Salvation(still needs much revision friends).