Today

God here I am again,

I’m tired and I’m over it

I am ill equipped to handle this

I don’t get it, I’m a deficit

There is no joy, I can’t find it

I feel lost….inside this

I am not human.this can’t be it

You made them stronger, I’m something less than

Cuz as much as my mind wants to

Overcome all I am and have been through

As much as I chug, chug, chug along

I can’t seem to breathe again

My death prolonged