I FIND THAT I AM A LOT MORE SELF-OBSESSED:
self-concerned, self-critical, self-centered,
self- justifying, self-absorbed…
my pain, my flaws, my wrongs and rights, my hurts, my points, my feelings, my happiness..
my life, my time, my heart and mind.
….on and on and on , THAN I HAD ONCE THOUGHT…
damn it’s gross!
If I am working on perfecting anything(good habits, moral perfection, being studious)in my life? otherthan love( and what it really implies); than I just may not be following Christ.