OK, so I started taking it again. That was a terrible idea to stop it😵😥! Some of you warned me, but I didn’t wanna listen. I didn’t realise how much it helped or I had forgotten.
Here is the shitty part, I’m not sleeping again 😥. This was the original reason I tried to get off it, because the months of restless sleep were causing me to be just as irritable and depressed it seemed. Ugh, I slept like a baby off of it..but I def need to stay on it. I wake up every few hours now, just like before though..damn.
I’m really frustrated because my doctors are still hard to get through to. I called back yesterday hoping to get in and they said their is nothing available until February. I do believe this type of shit is what drives some to addiction. It can be more reliable. Unhealthy. but damn sure more accessible.
I’m going to do my darndest to think on the bright side which has been a challenge for me, and be thankful that I kind of have a better idea of what’s going on. Now to find something that will help me sleep while still on Zoloft. (Had tried Trazadone before all this, but it had me ready to go hang myself from a tree and paralyzed at a table, mind freaking out, it gave me such bad anxiety).