At times..a lot of times..I feel guilty for not being able to handle this…all of it.

Someone must have told me I was suppose to be more than able to manage it..cope with this

Single handedly have the advantage over all of this..in control of it

I was told that I got this, then left here to walk with this…all of it.

Carry it and dispose of it..good and bad..sort it out and go with it…

Just flow with it…

I’ve been hoping for it…

Some type of self-empowerment to lift me above and beyond all this…I just keep falling from the scope of it..all….I walk..then I fall..over and over and over again.

I crawl