…..

Where do I begin?

I wish there was a place to rest..a place to rest until all this was over with…

That the storm would clear it all away..and leave me afresh…

Chaos I can’t get up

Chaos I can’t see

I can’t hear…

Take all the time you need…shhhh..hush…..rest.

Mountains

I can’t climb them

Any attempt to take a step..another bend another twist…

Lost

Direction?

Where do I begin to pick up this mess? Where do I begin?

And with what? I have nothing to even start with…my sanity is perplexing me..and I have no rest left in my chest…

Restless..

Stress

Heart attack…problematic…

Stress

I don’t know where to begin…

I lay to find rest….

It’s momentary..I don’t dare leave me lonely

Weighted…iron…drowning a daily death